Sunkisdt.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-25T00:40:00

2009-12-25T08:40:45Z

Just kinda one of those things.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-16T15:43:00

2009-12-16T23:43:32Z

Test Friday.
I better pass.
GO GO GO.

Hamlet is a pretty cool guy. Eh talks to ghosts and doesn't afraid of anything.

Ian jumped off the boat.
he got expelled, i think.
Fucked the rest of us up.
They [administration] are trying to get rid of Senior ball. Already got rid of Senior Picnic.
Way to go, Ian.
Although I don't really think it matters if they get rid of it since everybody'll probably end up ditching.
I know I will. Because clearly my priorities are sound.
Unfortunately, I can't feel sympathy for somebody who would do something so utterly stupid.
Christ.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-14T19:16:00

2009-12-15T03:16:16Z

Today i didn't go to school and instead I played Okami for nine hours. Took the occasional break to sit on the computer, but yeah. Nine hours.
And it was totally worth it, man.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-13T00:40:00

2009-12-13T08:40:17Z

Today i sat down with Josh while the two of us shared a dinner of Safeway roasted turkey or whatever and a container of safeway Mac n' cheese and talked to him. An actual conversation. It was relieving, to be quite frank. We talked for like, two hours. I think that's the longest conversation we've had in years. It's definitely the most contact we've ever really had.

I asked him about his friends, like why he continues to hang out with people that are just bad for him and will continue to drag him down, and from there we just jumped topics; all of it was about Josh though, and his life. Occasionally i'd talk about something related that happened to me, but talking to Josh was really nice. There really is no possible way any body will ever understand what happened to our family though. Except maybe Megan, i presume. Nobody can ever tell me that they understand what my family went through. I don't know. Listening to Josh talk and listening to him realize what a shit he's been was really nice. I mean, i guess he's understanding that it can't be like that anymore. He's been good for eight weeks actually. I won't go into it, but basically if he messes up, he's fucked for life. There will be no family for him to come to.

I think he's starting to realize that. I think he's realized that he has almost lost his only family.
I dunno. With him working, he's learned what responsibility is and I guess he's seeing himself different now, which is good.

We're getting my mom two pink floyd albums, a stereo and possibly Lewis Black tickets for Christmas. Together we are going to put the tree up for our mom and show her that we really do love her because we really are shitty kids and we really don't deserve our mom. We deserve to get the shit beaten out of us.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-09T16:14:00

2009-12-10T00:14:51Z

"Sure." I think about Courtney's legs, spread and wrapped around my face, and when i look over at Luis in one brief, flashing moment his head looks like a talking vagina and it scares the bejesus out of me, moves me to say something while mopping the sweat off my brow. "That's a nice . . . suit, Luis." The farthest thing from my mind.
He looks down, as if stunned, and then blushing, embarrassed, he touches his own lapel. "Thanks, Pat. You look great too. . . as usual." And when he reaches out to touch my tie, i catch his hand before his fingers make it, tell him, "Your compliment was sufficient. "

While I stretch, The Patty Winters Show I watched this morning comes back to me. The topic was Big Breasts and there was a woman on it who had a breast reduction since she thought her tits were too big -- the dumb bitch. I immediately called McDermott who was also watching it and we both ridiculed the woman through the rest of the segment. I do about fifteen minutes of stretching before heading off to the Nautilus machines.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-08T16:11:00

2009-12-09T00:11:17Z

I miss my kickboxing class.
I really do ;_;

I need to find bryce's 24 hour fitness membership card.
I should put that in a reminder on RAINMETER because it's cool and i dunno.

I wish i could drift into a peaceful abyss and not worry about anything. In the background, Ponchielli or Vivialdi or Toccata and Fugue would be echoing against the walls and would ease all my sorrows and my stress and all i would do is float away and soon, disappear into nothing.

I bet that's paradise.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-07T21:20:00

2009-12-08T05:20:42Z

I think i did something bad to my wrist because moving it hurts like no other and i don't want to sound overly pessimistic but jesus christ.
Guess i shoveled too much Sunday.

School is okay.

Internet friend is suddenly really boring and he just isn't all that interesting to talk to anymore.
I dislike strained conversations, and most of ours are like that.
Although i mean honestly, what does a 17 year old really have in common with a 25 year old guy.
Besides good music I guess.
You can really only talk about music so much. And i think we've over-talked about it.
Anyways.

I might have just exceeded the dosage of advil just now so if I die tonight, that's why.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-06T16:44:00

2009-12-07T00:44:45Z

There is something about volunteering that makes me happy.
I am a really lazy person, but once I get working I just feel better.

Things are good right now.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-05T01:30:00

2009-12-05T09:30:35Z

Funny.
One day you fascinate me,
yet within an instant i find myself bored.

tubbytubb @ 2009-12-04T22:48:00

2009-12-05T06:48:47Z

There is something precious about sitting around and watching movies by yourself.

tubbytubb @ 2009-11-30T15:51:00

2009-11-30T23:51:43Z

Today after school, i watched this girl who I know because she's in my math class, arguing with her boyfriend. While i was watching this, i was laughing with Clay and his girlfriend. I felt bad, yet you couldn't help but laugh.

This girl, she was just like, making the entire thing worse than it should have been. He cheated on her or she cheated on him or they were both suspecting each other for cheating. I did feel bad for the guy though. he was just like, I NEED TO GO TO BASKETBALL OKAY.
I think he called her a bitch at one point.

Today was a nice day, considering break just ended. Three fights at school today. All probably dumb as hell. Learned that at the last football game in fremont, all of our players started fist fighting with the other team. or something. The story was different each time i heard it so i dunno.

Did some work in Government, then took a nap. Took a nap in earth Science after finishing my work. I hate my aerobics teacher with a burning fiery passion. Spanish is about as boring as usual. Uhhh.

8/10

tubbytubb @ 2009-11-29T22:12:00

2009-11-30T06:12:35Z

I want shirts from Pokemon 151.
they are amazing.
But the dumb site won't load; plus they only ship around japan it seems ;___; of course.

tubbytubb @ 2009-11-29T14:26:00

2009-11-29T22:26:43Z

Honestly, I hate the whole GIFT GIVING process. because I never give out presents. Seriously.

I hate when my friends are like
LOL KRISTEN IM GETTING YOU A PRESENT FOR CHRISTMAS/BIRTHDAY/WHATEVER
because im like, "Oh well i'm not." :/

It's like those people who have to give you a week notice for their birthday.
"heyyy, just letting you know it's my birthday in a week! ((:"
"Well in a week i won't be getting you anything."

I don't think that's right.
okay.

tubbytubb @ 2009-11-28T23:32:00

2009-11-29T07:32:55Z

and somehow we always come running back.

Everybody always seems to want to talk to me these days when I never want to talk with them. It's kind of irritating, ngl.

I'm always away because i don't want to talk to you.
Probably.

fuckitwhateverman.

tubbytubb @ 2009-11-15T13:37:00

2009-11-15T21:37:12Z

Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper on their LiveJournal.
Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

http://i33.tinypic.com/3151jxl.png

1. boats
2. boats
3. boats
4. Reminds me of the flying dutchman
5. KAWAII DESU.

Winter animes this year look shitty except for maybe like two of them.
:/

tubbytubb @ 2009-11-04T21:17:00

2009-11-05T05:18:03Z

Alex Stone is over.
Now I miss Joyce.
Damnit.

tubbytubb @ 2009-10-28T23:24:00

2009-10-29T06:31:44Z

There is something about movies these days that are just so completely complacent to me that going out to see them, going out to waste my money on them, it just doesn't even seem worth it. I feel like we have crossed a line where we have decided that new is bad, and the stupid, mindless garbage that we're putting into our theaters is becoming the best thing around, and nobody seems to understand that it is destroying our creative intellect.
Do you remember a time you went to the movies, and actually liked anything you saw?
I doubt it.
Unless you are unaware of the bad quality, and bad directing, scripting, acting that is going on.
I guess I can see it; we're not all. . . I don't know the words to say it. I'm not a critic on movies, I don't have the words.
It just seems hard to believe that we're accepting such garbage.

There was a time when movies were good. I don't know if you remember it. I barely remember it.
But i'm getting back into it.

Mainly, though, through independent films. Is that what we have to resort to? Not to say that indie movies aren't the greatest, because i'm sure they always have been. As of now they probably are the only thing worth seeing.
I don't know. Maybe im just sick of hearing how good movies are these days, when back a couple years ago there were such good movies being made.

Maybe im just sick of the bad quality of everybody.

I just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
I feel speechless because it was so fascinating, and amazing, and just everything about it would beat anything made now.

I don't even know.

I really don't anymore.

tubbytubb @ 2009-10-22T14:22:00

2009-10-22T21:24:55Z

Ahahah oh my god.
So even though I am like, dying, and being sick like every waking second of my freaking life, my cousin has pretty much just made my day.
It was always a possibility that I'd be able to move in with my cousins and all if i ever wanted to go to school there, but the main problem i was having was that I had to go to a community college. I never really thought about going to a community college there, but Sandra pretty much talked to her mom and was like, LOL LET KRISTEN LIVE WITH US. SHE CAN GO TO A COMMUNITY COLLEGE HERE BROSEF :>
her mammy was like, Hellyeahbby.

So, uh.
Im stoked. I need to discuss this with my parents, but goddamn it i finally might get to leave this shitty shitty place.

tubbytubb @ 2009-10-20T15:34:00

2009-10-20T22:37:04Z

You know, i've never particulary been fond of bands with females singers, minus the few that I listened to (Ie Metric, Le tigre), but recently i've really been getting into bands with female singers.
They're really good.

tubbytubb @ 2009-10-17T05:29:00

2009-10-17T12:30:22Z

so of course im talking to this guy
and he takes pictures and tells me he takes pictures
and tells me they're too intense for me.

then i convince him to show me
and of course it's a penis.

how i didn't see this coming?

tubbytubb @ 2009-09-24T21:25:00

2009-09-25T04:31:11Z

"In the old days [it ran], before the glorious Revolution, London was not the beautiful city that we know today. it was a dark, dirty, miserable place where hardly anybody had enough to eat and where hundreds and thousands of poor people had no boots on their feet and not even a roof to sleep under. Children no older than you are had to work twelve hours a day for cruel masters, who flogged them with whips if they worked too slowly and fed them on nothing but stale breadcrusts and water. but in among all this terrible poverty there were just a few great big beautiful houses that were lived in by rich men who had as many as thirty servants to look after them. These rich men were called capitalists. They were fat, ugly men with wicked faces, like the one in the picture on the opposite page. You can see that he is dressed in a long black coat which was called a frock coat, and a queer, shiny hat shaped like a stovepipe, which was called a top hat. This was the uniform of the capitalists, and no one else was allowed to wear it. The capitalists owned everything in the world, and everyone else was their slave. They owned all the land, all the hosues, all the favroties, and all the money. If anyone disobeyed them they could throw him into prison, or they could take his job away and starve jim to death. When an ordinart person spoke to a capitalist he had to cringe and bow to him, and take off his cap and addreess him as "Sir." The chief of all the capitalists was called the King, and --"

tubbytubb @ 2009-09-22T21:28:00

2009-09-23T04:28:10Z

Medaka Box

Onani Master Kurosawa.

Kenran Butou Sai: the Mars Dayberak

Maho Tsukai no Taisetsu no koto: natsu no Sora
Eureka Seven: Pocketful of Rainbows

Like As the Time Will Come When It Will Rain

tubbytubb @ 2009-09-21T19:25:00

2009-09-22T02:26:32Z

Mind Game

http://www.bakabt.com/torrent/126844/MIND_GAME.html

Misty boy

http://www.bakabt.com/torrent/147926/Misty_Boy.html

SPACE:
Legend Of Galactic Heroes
Heroic Age
Planetes
Gundam 00
Toward the Terra
Gunbuster
Freedom Project
Pale Cocoon
The Wings of Honneamise
Most of the rest of gundam
The rest of Macross
Stellvia of the Universe
Infinite ryvius
Starship operators
Twin Spica
Moonlight Mile
vandread
nadesico
crest/banner of starts

tubbytubb @ 2009-08-16T21:43:00

2009-08-17T05:03:42Z

"A Certain Hero's Death"

So i totally forgot about the third season of Higurashi, Rei.
So i'm watching it now, and i'm loling. It's gr8.

also Sandra and I watched School days. gr8 show is gr8. somebody on /a/ brought up Karas.
I will watch it.

tubbytubb @ 2009-08-14T00:12:00

2009-08-14T06:26:20Z

So Colorado is about as amazing as i remember it to be.
The day i arrived here it was half sunny, half cloudy and started raining.
I also got to see lightening. Which is gr8 because i love that shit.

The past few days have probably been the most eventful out of my entire summer. I've only been here like, what four days? and i've done more in those four days than i did my entire summer.
First day My grandma and Sarah picked me up. My grandma is getting old ): Sarah looks about the same.
Went back to cousins house, then Sarah, Sandra and i went to go get pizza for free and then we saw a movie.
500 Days of Summer is EXCELLENT dkjfldsfsd. Fff, came back to their house, heard about a hail storm that we missed ;__; and then i went down to their basement where i practically live when i'm here.
I love that basement. I could live there 4evr.

Second day hahaha. We drove up to um, Garden of the Gods and rode Segways.
You know, I always thought that Segways are really lame. They are, but they are fun as shit to ride. haha.
Other than some serious leg cramping though D: my legs still hurt from it.
So we toured around Garden of the Gods on Segways, had a blast. Had dinner somewhere?

Yesterday we went up to Boulder because I wanted to go there.
I've decided that I just want to go to Boulder. I don't care about any other schools. Boulder <3
The campus is freaking gr8. People were swell. Gr8 little college town.
Seriously I loved it. Someday I will go there.

And then today we had to wake up early, early as in 6 in the fucking morning. That's 5am cali time. gifdlgdf. So we woke up early and drove out to Carnon? jsald City and went white water rafting.

BEST THING EVER HOLY SHIT. They gave us some speach about what to do if we fall out, and it was really intesne and Sarah and I got all freaked out and were like, "god i hope we don't fall out ;___; "
so we went down the Arkansas River and our guide broman was really nice and told terrible jokes that I laughed at because I love terrible jokes. I almost fell out, it was exciting. Seriously. Afterwards I was like, wtf why was i so afraid of falling out wtfever brah. I think it was the most amazing thing i've done ever. Seriously.
After that we drove around, and then went back home. I passed out in the car like 382904832904 times because i was exhausted by that point, and then when we got back to the house i dragged myself down the the basement and passed out for a couple of hours.

I think this weekend we're going up to Pikes Peak.
HAvE I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE IT HERE.
:< fml. I wish we hadn't moved. I don't even care. I love this place so much more. Everybody here is nicer than at home.
I hate california. seriously.

Anyways.
My back hurts, my ass hurts, and i never thought that my cousin Sandra would be the person that I get along the most with. Like, suddenly she's all into gaming (even if they are shitty games COUGHKINGDOMHEARTSCOUGH but whatever) and into anime and shit. It's fucking gr8. I am thoroughly enjoying myself.