There is something about volunteering that makes me happy.
I am a really lazy person, but once I get working I just feel better.

Things are good right now.

Funny.
One day you fascinate me,
yet within an instant i find myself bored.

There is something precious about sitting around and watching movies by yourself.

Today after school, i watched this girl who I know because she's in my math class, arguing with her boyfriend. While i was watching this, i was laughing with Clay and his girlfriend. I felt bad, yet you couldn't help but laugh.

This girl, she was just like, making the entire thing worse than it should have been. He cheated on her or she cheated on him or they were both suspecting each other for cheating. I did feel bad for the guy though. he was just like, I NEED TO GO TO BASKETBALL OKAY.
I think he called her a bitch at one point.


Today was a nice day, considering break just ended. Three fights at school today. All probably dumb as hell. Learned that at the last football game in fremont, all of our players started fist fighting with the other team. or something. The story was different each time i heard it so i dunno.

Did some work in Government, then took a nap. Took a nap in earth Science after finishing my work. I hate my aerobics teacher with a burning fiery passion. Spanish is about as boring as usual. Uhhh.


8/10

I want shirts from Pokemon 151.
they are amazing.
But the dumb site won't load; plus they only ship around japan it seems ;___; of course.

Honestly, I hate the whole GIFT GIVING process. because I never give out presents. Seriously.

I hate when my friends are like
LOL KRISTEN IM GETTING YOU A PRESENT FOR CHRISTMAS/BIRTHDAY/WHATEVER
because im like, "Oh well i'm not." :/


It's like those people who have to give you a week notice for their birthday.
"heyyy, just letting you know it's my birthday in a week! ((:"
"Well in a week i won't be getting you anything."


I don't think that's right.
okay.

and somehow we always come running back.


Everybody always seems to want to talk to me these days when I never want to talk with them. It's kind of irritating, ngl.

I'm always away because i don't want to talk to you.
Probably.

fuckitwhateverman.

Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper on their LiveJournal.
Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

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1. boats
2. boats
3. boats
4. Reminds me of the flying dutchman
5. KAWAII DESU.





Winter animes this year look shitty except for maybe like two of them.
:/

Alex Stone is over. 
Now I miss Joyce.
Damnit.

There is something about movies these days that are just so completely complacent to me that going out to see them, going out to waste my money on them, it just doesn't even seem worth it. I feel like we have crossed a line where we have decided that new is bad, and the stupid, mindless garbage that we're putting into our theaters is becoming the best thing around, and nobody seems to understand that it is destroying our creative intellect.
Do you remember a time you went to the movies, and actually liked anything you saw? 
I doubt it.
Unless you are unaware of the bad quality, and bad directing, scripting, acting that is going on.
I guess I can see it; we're not all. . . I don't know the words to say it. I'm not a critic on movies, I don't have the words.
It just seems hard to believe that we're accepting such garbage.

There was a time when movies were good. I don't know if you remember it. I barely remember it.
But i'm getting back into it.

Mainly, though, through independent films. Is that what we have to resort to? Not to say that indie movies aren't the greatest, because i'm sure they  always have been. As of now they probably are the only thing worth seeing.
I don't know. Maybe im just sick of hearing how good movies are these days, when back a couple years ago there were such good movies being made.


Maybe im just sick of the bad quality of everybody.


I just watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
I feel speechless because it was so fascinating, and amazing, and just everything about it would beat anything made now.

I don't even know.

 

I really don't anymore.

Ahahah oh my god.
So even though I am like, dying, and being sick like every waking second of my freaking life, my cousin has pretty much just made my day.
It was always a possibility that I'd be able to move in with my cousins and all if i ever wanted to go to school there, but the main problem i was having was that I had to go to a community college. I never really thought about going to a community college there, but Sandra pretty much talked to her mom and was like, LOL LET KRISTEN LIVE WITH US. SHE CAN GO TO A COMMUNITY COLLEGE HERE BROSEF :>
her mammy was like, Hellyeahbby.

So, uh.
Im stoked. I need to discuss this with my parents, but goddamn it i finally might get to leave this shitty shitty place.

You know, i've never particulary been fond of bands with females singers, minus the few that I listened to (Ie Metric, Le tigre), but recently i've really been getting into bands with female singers.
They're really good.

so of course im talking to this guy
and he takes pictures and tells me he takes pictures
and tells me they're too intense for me.

then i convince him to show me
and of course it's a penis.

how i didn't see this coming?

"In the old days [it ran], before the glorious Revolution, London was not the beautiful city that we know today. it was a dark, dirty, miserable place where hardly anybody had enough to eat and where hundreds and thousands of poor people had no boots on their feet and not even a roof to sleep under. Children no older than you are had to work twelve hours a day for cruel masters, who flogged them with whips if they worked too slowly and fed them on nothing but stale breadcrusts and water. but in among all this terrible poverty there were just a few great big beautiful houses that were lived in by rich men who had as many as thirty servants to look after them. These rich men were called capitalists. They were fat, ugly men with wicked faces, like the one in the picture on the opposite page. You can see that he is dressed in a long black coat which was called a frock coat, and a queer, shiny hat shaped like a stovepipe, which was called a top hat. This was the uniform of the capitalists, and no one else was allowed to wear it. The capitalists owned everything in the world, and everyone else was their slave. They owned all the land, all the hosues, all the favroties, and all the money. If anyone disobeyed them they could throw him into prison, or they could take his job away and starve jim to death. When an ordinart person spoke to a capitalist he had to cringe and bow to him, and take off his cap and addreess him as "Sir." The chief of all the capitalists was called the King, and --" 

Medaka Box

Onani Master Kurosawa.

Kenran Butou Sai: the Mars Dayberak

Maho Tsukai no Taisetsu no koto: natsu no Sora
Eureka Seven: Pocketful of Rainbows

Like As the Time Will Come When It Will Rain  

Mind Game


http://www.bakabt.com/torrent/126844/MIND_GAME.html


Misty boy

http://www.bakabt.com/torrent/147926/Misty_Boy.html

SPACE: 
Legend Of Galactic Heroes
Heroic Age
Planetes
Gundam 00
Toward the Terra
Gunbuster
Freedom Project
Pale Cocoon
The Wings of Honneamise
Most of the rest of gundam
The rest of Macross
Stellvia of the Universe
Infinite ryvius
Starship operators
Twin Spica
Moonlight Mile
vandread
nadesico
crest/banner of starts

"A Certain Hero's Death"

So i totally forgot about the third season of Higurashi, Rei.
So i'm watching it now, and i'm loling. It's gr8.

also Sandra and I watched School days. gr8 show is gr8. somebody on /a/ brought up Karas.
I will watch it.

So Colorado is about as amazing as i remember it to be. 
The day i arrived here it was half sunny, half cloudy and started raining.
I also got to see lightening. Which is gr8 because i love that shit.


The past few days have probably been the most eventful out of my entire summer. I've only been here like, what four days? and i've done more in those four days than i did my entire summer.
First day My grandma and Sarah picked me up. My grandma is getting old ): Sarah looks about the same.
Went back to cousins house, then Sarah, Sandra and i went to go get pizza for free and then we saw a movie.
500 Days of Summer is EXCELLENT dkjfldsfsd. Fff, came back to their house, heard about a hail storm that we missed ;__; and then i went down to their basement where i practically live when i'm here.
I love that basement. I could live there 4evr.


Second day hahaha. We drove up to um, Garden of the Gods and rode Segways.
You know, I always thought that Segways are really lame. They are, but they are fun as shit to ride. haha.
Other than some serious leg cramping though D: my legs still hurt from it.
So we toured around Garden of the Gods on Segways, had a blast. Had dinner somewhere? 


Yesterday we went up to Boulder because I wanted to go there.
I've decided that I just want to go to Boulder. I don't care about any other schools. Boulder <3
The campus is freaking gr8. People were swell. Gr8 little college town.
Seriously I loved it. Someday I will go there.


And then today we had to wake up early, early as in 6 in the fucking morning. That's 5am cali time. gifdlgdf. So we woke up early and drove out to Carnon? jsald City and went white water rafting.

BEST THING EVER HOLY SHIT. They gave us some speach about what to do if we fall out, and it was really intesne and Sarah and I got all freaked out and were like, "god i hope we don't fall out ;___; "
so we went down the Arkansas River and our guide broman was really nice and told terrible jokes that I laughed at because I love terrible jokes. I almost fell out, it was exciting. Seriously. Afterwards I was like, wtf why was i so afraid of falling out wtfever brah. I think it was the most amazing thing i've done ever. Seriously.
After that we drove around, and then went back home. I passed out in the car like 382904832904  times because i was exhausted by that point, and then when we got back to the house i dragged myself down the the basement and passed out for a couple of hours.


I think this weekend we're going up to Pikes Peak.
HAvE I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE IT HERE.
:< fml. I wish we hadn't moved. I don't even care. I love this place so much more. Everybody here is nicer than at home.
I hate california. seriously.


Anyways.
My back hurts, my ass hurts, and i never thought that my cousin Sandra would be the person that I get along the most with. Like, suddenly she's all into gaming (even if they are shitty games COUGHKINGDOMHEARTSCOUGH but whatever) and into anime and shit. It's fucking gr8. I am thoroughly enjoying myself.

Okay so what's new

I'm friends with Nina and Hannah again. Which . . .. isn't really shocking. I dunno.

I leave for colorado for two weeks on Monday. I might get to go water rafting FUCK YEAH

Uhh, I'm like bff with cat.

I've been drawing everyday.
I still suck.


Hyurrppp uhh.

Okay.

I need to hang out with bryce. He has a new TV for anime watching.
Apperently it is big, and watching anime on big TV's is gr8.

I hate this place I just want to leave and never come back.